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Jun. 29th, 2009


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omfg. I had the worst fucking dream ever, I dreamt there was a school shooting, and it got really weird. I can't remember it properly.

but i keep having dreams about having sex with my tutor, what is up with that?

yeah this is a really substantial LJ update. =D

Dec. 6th, 2008


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hurro from hk!
mising y'all super muh
letting you know that i'm totz keeping a travel blawg at www.pseud0nym.wordpress.com if youse wanna chekkitout. <3<3<3 if you want anything, let me know! (from hk, that is)

Nov. 11th, 2008


Prop 8

Keith Olbermann on Prop 8. This is an amazing response. I loved watching it.

Nov. 9th, 2008


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i has a new public blawg.


go there plz motherfuckers.

but dw i ain't abadoning eljay. i'm just getting a second home. ;D

Nov. 1st, 2008


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the most awesome and yet disgusting halloween costume i've seen thus far.

i have respect for this dude though.

warning; you may / will get horribly grossed out then laugh like crazy

see me under the cut..Collapse )</a>

Oct. 3rd, 2008


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So, here's that long, emotional, deep and meaningful rant about graduation I promised you...

so long i must put it under a cut..Collapse )

In the words of Elle Woods: *squeal* "WE DID IT!"

That's my squeaky teen-ish quota for the day ;)

Now back to study... oh fuck I'm screwed DDD:

Sep. 30th, 2008


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Sep. 26th, 2008


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I'm a bit too tired to write a proper ~reflective post~ about my graduation (WOOO I'VE GRADUATED), but believe me, it is coming.
But it still hasn't hit me yet, and I'm sick of waiting for it to sink in. Sink in motherfucker, SINK.

The only time I cried was during Mr. Jones' speech, but it was more out of how moving it was (if he had said it to anyone, my grade or not, I would've cried), as opposed my (what should be) emotional state because i'm graduating. I walked down that yellow brick road like a bored person, and I just looked around at people sobbing their eyes out, hugging each other like crazy and generally being all sad-y mc sadface.. something didn't feel right. I feel cheated of a proper graduation because I didn't cry, and now I want a do-over.


more elaboration later. mathematics, it calls to me.

let it be noted that i was very amused by the year 11 review, although I don't recall myself walking around with a popped collar and sunnies. =p

Sep. 20th, 2008


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o hai guise

i bought a straightener today, because i was trying to procrastinate (that kind of makes sense)
and i just realised.. holyshitfuckcockasstits we only have like.. less than 4 weeks until the HSC. holy shitfuck.
so. i look like a crazylady because i decided to play with said straightener and curl my hair lolol

becuz u lyk looking @ me.Collapse )

as I contemplated life in the back of my parents car, whilst heading home, i realised that being in a relationship has made me so much more introverted than i used to be. boo. ): i miss being a social whore butterfly.
and it's superhot today ): i be sitting half naked in my chair getting some sort of tan because the sun is burning into my back through the window.


Sep. 16th, 2008


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As each day draws closer to graduation it just gets ridiculous how much time I've wasted in that hellhole I call school. One thing I really regret over these past few years of school is not jigging enough. Seriously? the amount of shit that I *could've* done that would've been more worthwhile .. but boo that's gone now. I can always just skive off uni ;D

I keep convincing myself that I'm studying but really I'm just blandly copying shit out of a textbook.. none of it is going through my mind whutsoever. I'm so screwed DD: fuckmedead. But seriously? I can't wait till this is all over. I'm tiptoeing the line between nostalgic and just wanting to get the fuck out of here. I've waited for pretty much most of my life to graduate school 4evz (somehow uni just is not and cannot be defined as *school*) .. so holy shit. It's almost here. Holy shit.

Maybe I'll post up a reflective rantly Angsty McAngstface blog in a few days about *MY LYF IN HISKOOL*... or not.. DD:

I want to be that girl serving you in a restaurant, struggling to pay the rent with her shitty $50-bucks-a-night-including-tips pay, looking tired as hell and still trying to ~make it~ by going to a bazillion auditions and signing up for all these shitty open mic nights (and probably chickening the fuck out a la Coyote Ugly). I really really do. Kind of. I can see myself doing that.. and I'm kind of torn between seeing it as a really depressing future or exciting (because I sometimes imagine that there will be some sort of success at the end.)

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